broken smilesi hide behind broken smilesbroken smiles by Shining-Ruse
and guilty whispers
drunk 4am text messages
and my soul written in ink
crumpled sheets tucked away
in shoe boxes
and under floorboards
and 2am i love you's
Beautiful nightmaresIt hurts to think of you sometimes, because I always think of us, the us that never happened, the us that died before it began. The us that might just happen eventually, but it's such a long way away.Beautiful nightmares by Shining-Ruse
It's because of you that I hate distance so much, until I met you I never really understood just how far away 25 miles could be. It doesn't seem so far, but when I'm missing you it might as well be the other side of the world.
I always fall asleep thinking of you, all the things we've talked about, the feelings you give me. Some days it's just your face, smiling, haunting my heart like a sad song. I always had good dreams if I had been thinking of you, because then I always dreamed of you; and my god were those dreams wonderful.
One Tuesday I fell asleep with you on my mind, which in itself isn't very new or exciting, because that's how it always was. But that night I didn't have a dream, I had a nightmare.
It wasn't a normal nightmare though, because it was still a dream. I dreamed
One last dreamDid you know, for seven minutes after you die your mind keeps on working. Your brain functions for four-hundred-and-twenty seconds as if you never died at all. You may not even remember what killed you, but for seven minutes you live on in your head, almost like it's the most realistic dream you've ever experienced; but like a dream, you cannot feel pain. Pain, is what lets us know we're alive.One last dream by Shining-Ruse